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  • Why do you write?

    August 26th, 2018

    Earlier this month, I applied for the Sauti ya Dada Workshop and I was excited when they accepted my application and invited me to the workshop. I got on a Guardian tablet and braved six and a half hours of travel to be in Nairobi. Why? I love writing and this was an opportunity for not just experiencing something new but also committing myself to writing and exploring non-fiction and long form writing.

    I  woke up on Saturday, layered up (because the gods of chill visit Nairobi more than they do Kisumu) and got to the PAWA254 hub thirty minutes early.  We were twenty phenomenal women writers; different races, tribes, ages, professions and all of us shared one thing- love for writing.

    Be authentic, stay true to your voice and yourself. #WomenInWriting #TheWriteChange pic.twitter.com/GR3bUJVXz9

    — PAWA254 (@Pawa254) August 25, 2018

    The session was led by Nanjala, a Writer, and the one message that she constantly shared was the need for more women’s voices in the non-fiction writing field.

    The challenge was “Would you still write it, if nobody read it?”

    I learned more about establishing an argument, conducting focused research that would substantiate my argument. Then there was a session on the Basics of Storytelling and Interviews by Buzzfeed‘s East Africa Correspondent, Tamerra.  Her approach and insights on writing for an international audience was great in providing a grand scheme or better yet, worldview on writing. The next sessions built upon data, fact checking, pitching to editors and what to expect when it comes to writing op-eds and long form essays.

    The Sauti Ya Dada workshop took place today at PAWA254 UBUNTU space. The workshop seeks to train women in writing for the public sphere with a focus on long form and non fiction and was facilitated by @Nanjala1 #WomenInWriting #TheWriteChange pic.twitter.com/c6SGiKxP0Z

    — PAWA254 (@Pawa254) August 25, 2018

    Here’s my personal take on this workshop; it is crucial to share experiences, knowledge and skills when we can and now more than ever there’s a need for more women writers, the best way to look this is up, is to simply take a daily paper or long form publication and tell me how many of the long form articles are written by women.

    The team at PAWA254 are doing a phenomenal venture in reaching out to diverse people and providing a platform for free expression whilst enhancing human interaction and rights.

    The question still remains, “why do I write?” but it’s gotten more profound with “for whom do I write and what do I expect my writing to do?”

    This was a day well spent and now I find myself reading articles on sites like, Longreads, Slate, The Guardian, The Elephant and The New York Times.

  • Friday:White

    August 24th, 2018

    Matthew made his way to Diana’s desk as soon as he got off the lift.

    It was eleven o’clock and the assurance he had that she was at work was seeing that she’d signed in at the reception desk. He would not admit that getting that information from the ladies at the front desk involved him hearing that he’d softened up the lemon of the office.

    She was on phone when he approached and signaled him to take the seat next to her. He looked around the office as she chatted away.

    “So, how are you today? Thanks for checking up on me.”

    “I am fine and that’s a start, so what happened?”

    “It’s like I told you, I needed time to work on some reports and a call from the Director gave me just that.”

    “Are you sure that it’s nothing to do with Charles?”

    “Look, maybe we could talk about it later, but there is this meeting that I have to set up and everyone including the Director is dreading it.”

    “I just came in to check up on you. If you are doing well, then I’m good. So, what are you doing after work?”

    “I am going home.”

    “Wait, it’s a Friday, what are you doing, going home early?”

    “I need to get some sleep so…now going out and all that.”


    Matthew leaned in a said “We’ll see about that,” and smiled.

    As he got to his feet, Helen, giggled and after one look from Diana she said “did you see what he was wearing?”

    “Yeah, clothes.”

    “He’s wearing a white shirt!”

    “So?”

    “Haiya, kwani you…haven’t you ever noticed that he’s never, like never come to work in a white shirt?”

     

  • Thursday: Grey

    August 23rd, 2018

    Matthew stepped out of the lift during tea-break and walked towards Diana’s office.

    Her desk was empty.

    He’d dialed her number twice but there was no response. He set the cup of tea on her desk and turned to the lady sitting opposite her desk.

    “Hi, has Diana come in today?”

    “No, she’s not. Charles came looking for her too but I told him she had not reported today.”

    “Is she sick or something?”

    “I don’t know. She’s never missed a day of work, maybe something came up, but look, have you called her?”

    “Yes, she’s not answering.”

    “Which number?”

    “Her Safaricom number.”

    “Here, let me write for you her Airtel number, just make sure she’s okay, look, I am not being nosy or anything, but that Charles, he’s looking for any reason to take up her job, and between you and me, he’s almost there.”

    “Thanks, I’ll keep that in mind.”


    He took the paper from her, keyed in the number on his phone, saved it and made his way back to the lift.

  • Wednesday: Green

    August 22nd, 2018

    Diana was thrilled to be at work.

    There were seven days to pay day and Matthew had promised her that this month, they’d receive their salaries two days earlier because the signatories would be out of the country. He had also bragged about ensuring that the HR finally had the new software she needed to process the payroll.

    Truly speaking, his words were of no concern to her, save for the fact that she would be getting her salary real soon. It also meant that she could deposit her chama contribution before the 6th day of the next month.

    There was also the SGR package that she wanted to get to Mombasa courtesy of Bonfire Adventures for her upcoming leave.

    Last week’s confrontation with Charles had earned her a meeting with the Director where she laid her cards bare. His calm demeanor as she expressed her dissatisfaction with Charles work had earned her the Director’s respect and inasmuch as he apologized, he ensured that Charles was assigned another project that would ensure they never butt heads in the office. She found it less of a compromise, but it was neither her company nor her venture capital and she settled for peace.

    As she read Charles email requesting her presence at a pitch for a client, Diana could do nothing but roll her eyes. There was something sleazy and downright off about Charles. If there was someone that she could turn into chewing gum, it’d be him. Her parents had often told her to cool her wrath and though they were wiser, she could not cool it around Charles.

    She called Michael and Helen who were just settling in and shared the email with them. None of them had any idea of what and to whom Charles was pitching that morning. She called the Creative desk for information and received a summary that was neither appealing nor sensible, but she knew that the Creatives were never good at conversation. They could sketch the gods or design a program that could take you to another dimension, but ten minutes in their company was enough to either make you dumb or insane.

    Getting off her seat and walking to the lift, she felt as though Charles was picking a battle with her, but even then, she was not in a fighting mood. Her salary was coming soon and she wanted that holiday package!

    “What are you smiling about?”

    “Oh, hi Matthew, how are you today?”

    “I am fine thank you, so are you getting in or not?”

    “Oh, sorry, I just zoned out for a second, I’m definitely getting in.”

    “You zoned out for more than a minute, I know that look, everyone has been saying hi to me or just smiling at me today, it’s pay week and people are nice.”

    “So, are you suggesting that I am being nice to you because you are doing your job?”

    “Eish! Am I being summoned to the Principal’s office? It was on a light note, and where are you off to? Si, I thought the second floor was off limits to your kind of people?”

    “Ha ha! Funny! I just got an email from Charles, he wants me to attend some pitch meeting but I have no details.”

    “Oh, Charles…the one whom you threatened and he ran to the Director?”

    “Wait, does everyone in this company know that? Why are people so nosy?”

    “They are not, oh, and I’m giving you a heads up. I am also going to be attending that meeting, but now we are on my floor.”

    “Wait, I pressed two!”

    “I know, but you were talking, besides, I have something to show you and we both know that our people rarely come down to your floor.”

    “What is it with you and talk of ‘our people’ ‘your people’ did someone offend you this morning?”

    “Enough, Diana, come sit down. I got you something.”


    Diana sat down but her eyes were glued to the door. Matthew was a nice guy. He was intelligent, tall (not her kind of tall), great company and he had a warm smile. The kind of smile that grew on you.

    She did not want things to get complicated and for once, she could not summon the courage to table her fears.

    He took off his coat and then handed her a ticket. “What is this?”

    “It’s a ticket to a play.”

    “I can see that it is a ticket and to a play this Friday evening, so, why should I go?”

    “You are not going to make this easy for me are you?”

    “Make what easy?”

    “I see. Well, here’s the deal, I would like you to accompany me this Friday evening, I’d like us to watch this play.”

    “What if I have plans?”

    “Do you have plans?”

    “Not yet, but I might.”

    “Diana, this is not a business transaction, would you come watch the play, besides, you could learn a thing or two that’ll help you.”

    “Really? Like the Art place we visited last Saturday?”

    “Something like that.”


    She was going to turn him down but then she noticed that the shirt he was wearing was a nice shade of green.

    “Matthew, are you wearing a mint shirt?”

    “Excuse me?”

    “Your shirt, the color, it’s mint?”

    “No, it’s green.”

    “Trust me Matthew, it’s mint!”

    “Mint, like chewing gum, mint?”

    “No! It’s mint, a nice shade of green. I like it.”

    “Um…okay, yeah…sawa, thanks.”


    She stood up and left, her heels digging into the carpet as she walked to the lift. His gaze lingered on her before he heard someone clear their throat. He turned and Zach was there, a grin on his face, “wewe kwisha!”

  • Tuesday: Brown

    August 21st, 2018

    Walking to work from the bus stop was the one thing Diana hated to do, especially if it involved light showers and morning chills. She needed to cut down costs so as to make her finances work for her till pay day.

    This August had been the worst month because she had moved houses and now had to deal with new neighbors who knew nothing about keeping their music preference to themselves. There was also the tenant in the main house who made it a habit to show up after midnight, his car tyres grinding the gravel like they were administering punishment. The last and worst of all had to be their dog, Juno or Jano, whatever the mutt’s name was, she could not stand the bursts of howls into the night, or his barking at shadows.

    She loved her new place. It was cosy and spacious.

    It was the one place she could simply be.

    Now, after spending on moving and new furniture and clothes she had to cut costs on daily expenditure and that meant getting rained on in the morning.


    She signed in at the reception, said hello to the ladies and as she was walking to the lift, Gladys called out to her.

    “Haiya! You are not enjoying the free public holiday?”

    “I wish! I have three reports to submit today, I had to convince HR to let me work for a few hours and then I’d be out, Boss amecome?”

    “Ai, no way, but you know him. Atakuja alafu aishi hapa mpaka kesho!”

    Her mind was still reeling from how easy it was to talk to Matthew about budget concerns, her work and art. She never thanked him for being good company on Saturday, and she never did say the same yesterday as they walked to the bus stop.

    She knew he had a car, but she did not ask why he chose to walk her to the bus stop. Each moment seemed to add onto a sensation, a confidence that she enjoyed. As she put her bag on her desk and reached out for the pack of soft tissues, she heard someone call out to her down the hall. She looked around and walked towards the exit of the office floor, Matthew was waving at her, “Pick your office phone.”

    “Okay.” She walked back to her desk and picked the phone at the third ring.

    “Good morning, you came in early and so I thought, I’d say hello.”

    “Hello, Matthew, you could have just come down and said as much.”

    “This is better, we have to make use of company resources at some time. Did you get rained on?”

    “Yes, I walked from the bus stop.”

    “Sorry, I can get you some sugar, that’s if you still don’t have any and maybe you could have that green tea you love.”

    “Yes, please, thank you.”

    “I’ll be there shortly.”


    When he walked into her office, Diana had removed her shoes and jacket and was busy wiping her feet dry. She turned to look at him, smiled and he could not for the sake of fate understand just how they both wore brown to work.

  • Monday: Blue

    August 20th, 2018

    Christina’s hovering was not unnoticed by Diana, in fact, she knew the woman had a lot to gossip about but her mind was undoing the mess that Charles had caused last week.

    When she finally got off her seat and made it to the kitchenette, she found the sugar dish empty and a run in with Agnes confirmed that they did not have any left.

    “You can go to third floor to ask for sugar,” added Christina, materializing from the haze she’d been in. Diana smiled and thanked her before walking back to her office.

    She would place an order for early lunch from the restaurant across the street, that would save her some time. “Hey, Dee, can I go and get the sugar for you? I know the accounts team wouldn’t mind sharing.”

    “Don’t you have work to do Christina?”

    “It’s still tea-break time and besides, I hear you and Mattoh are a thing, good for you! He’s great, now the ladies on first floor can stop saying that he is married! Like who would believe that the man is married, he only wears two colors of shirts!”

    “Christina, why are you in my office?”

    “Look, the way I see it, it’s not bad if you two start a thing. I mean, for me, I would not want a guy I liked knowing my salo, like he knows what I make plus and minus tax? Eish, there is no way he would ever believe I am broke.”

    “How does all his help me Christina?”

    “You know, people here, call you ‘Ndimu’ but you are focused. You want results and go after it, so good for you. I am just saying that you should not listen to what people around you say, it’s none of their business.”

    “You are around me.”

    “Can I get you the sugar?”

    “No, thanks. I’ll get it myself. You can go back to your desk.”

    “Sawa sawa.”


    The first thing Diana noticed when she walked into the accounts office was that Matthew was wearing a blue shirt.

    Blue.

     

  • Me As A Writer Tag

    August 18th, 2018

    It’s Saturday  and I came across this fun tag on Victoria’s blog Be Careful of Books and I loved her responses. So, let’s get into it:

    A flatlay with a laptop, a notepad, a smartphone and a mug of coffee
    Photography: Andrew Neel

    What do you write?

    I write a variety of things from short stories to novels.

    What do you mostly write about?

    I write about life’s challenges and often make sure I mix up my characters. However, there’s always one who is playful that somehow makes light of a difficult situation.

    What’s you favorite thing about writing?

    The fact that I can create a world that’s either a mirror image of what I live in or sometimes that I can use words to make myself laugh, cry, get angry or swoon.

    What/Who inspired you to start/keep writing?

    Grief. My sister and I watched our Dad take his last breath and being a Daddy’s girl, I could not comprehend the drastic changes that came with his passing. I was nine years old and whenever I yearned to talk to him, I would write him a letter, tell him about school, our lives and I just kept writing.

    I kept on writing because I realized that there were days I could act as though I had nothing to jot down but sometimes, I’d find myself waking up in the middle of the night, or noting things down- so I guess, I tried to shake it off, but the writing persisted.

    Who’s your favorite character you’ve made up?

    Ukweli. He’s a Seer, a Prince and the King’s brother in The Currents Series I published a while back. I love how conflicted he was but he stuck to his calling, I’m restless and do not commit easily, so creating a character that’s my polar opposite is an achievement that I still cherish to date.

    When did you start writing?

    When I was nine, but I started exploring creative fiction when I was twelve. My Mom bought us books to read and she always had epic folk tales to tell us.

    First story you wrote?

    Butterfly Gossips. It was this awesome novel I wrote about twins: Sasha and Tasha who fell in love with the same guy. I was in Form 2, for heaven’s sake and aside from the story, what I remember vividly was the poor art work! I leave sketching to those who wish to indulge.

    Do you have a Writing Schedule? Like, do you write everyday or just when you feel like it?

    I have a schedule and I also write when I feel like it.

    The schedule is very important for long works of fiction, like if say, I am writing a book or an article. Sometimes, for blog posts, I write when I feel inspired to share something.

    Do you want to be published?

    I have self-published. For years, before I explored self-publishing, I reached out to many traditional publishers here in Kenya and the feedback was either negative or non-existent, but I’ve taken the path of self-publishing and I like it. So, I’ll stick to it for a while.


    All done, and I’ll leave this to any writer who’d like to give it a go.

    Have a lovely weekend.

     

  • Friday: You see what you see, others see what you don’t

    August 17th, 2018

    Diana did not attend the Friday morning briefing meeting. She had two reasons for her absence. One reason was valid while the other was majorly an excuse but she could not bring herself to admitting it, not even when she was summoned to the Director’s office later on before tea break.

    She had learned two things in her short professional life; if she could be hired, she could be fired and that she had no friends at work.

    Christina walked up to her during tea break, her vanilla scented perfume filling the room as her heels endlessly tapped the tiled floor.

    “Hi Dee, so tell me, what is this I hear about the beef between you and Charles?”

    “What do you hear?”

    “Rumor has it that you poured cold water on the guy asking him to cool down the “I am the Director’s cousin, card” that he’d been playing ever since he got here. So, is that why the boss summoned you into his office?”

    “No.”

    “Okay and what’s with you and TDH at Accounts?”

    “Sorry…what’s that? Is it a new software or something?”

    “Aki I swear, you are slow sometimes Dee, I am talking about Mattoh, the tall, dark and very handsome Accounts Manager who never talks to anyone who is mathematically challenged like us minions. He suddenly asks to meet you and then you two take a drive out to talk budgets and suddenly he is smiling and chatting to people, in fact, talk of the devil…he’s just walked in.”

    Diana looked in the direction her colleague was looking and saw Matthew walk in, when his eyes met hers, he smiled. Her mind drifted back to Diana’s description of the man, and she could see bits of the handsome, not the dark or her kind of tall, but he did know how to pick his shirts. She smiled back and waved him over.

    She kept her eyes on him until he got to them and then she introduced him to Christina.

    Her colleague giggled and excused herself.

    “How are you feeling?”

    “I’m feeling great and you?”

    “Well, I’m good, your friend told us that you were unwell and that’s why you missed this morning’s meeting. I am glad to hear you are feeling better.”

    “Which friend?”

    “The one you introduced me to right now.”

    “Well, it’s great that she spoke for me.”

    “She meant well, maybe, so what are you having?”

    “Green tea.”

    “What’s that?”

    “It’s healthy tea, would you like to try it?”

    “No thanks, I will stick to my drinking chocolate, maybe another time, I am not feeling adventurous this morning, there’s a pile of work that’s bugging me.”

    “You’ll manage, you know your figures so that shouldn’t be a problem.”

    “No, but it’s a Friday and I need to unwind, catch up with sleep and all that.”

    “I see.”

    “Wait…what are you doing this weekend?”

    “Sleeping…I am definitely sleeping. I will do some laundry and maybe go to the salon or market, but that’s just it, why?”

    “There’s this place, I believe you’d love, I mean it’s all about art and creativity and the walls are colorful, maybe we could check it out, if you don’t mind.”

    “It sounds like something I’d love, okay, sure, why not…but I hope you are not taking me to some dingy place.”

    “Define dingy.”

    “See you then Matthew, now let me get back to my desk and wrap up my report.”

    “Yes, sure.”

  • Thursday: Drink some water, cool off

    August 16th, 2018

    Two things were true about Diana as she sat opposite Matthew that afternoon; she was still reeling from her confrontation with Charles and she was hungry.

    “So, do you always talk about people on phone?”

    “Why do you ask?”

    “I heard your conversation. I would say that I know what I want and go after it, so bossy is a bit soft, if you were to describe me, then you could use ‘assertive’ it works well on CVs and is gender neutral.”

    “Um…okay, well, you see…it’s, okay, look, I did not mean for it to come that way…”

    “You were on phone and your tone was relaxed, so you definitely meant for it to come that way, why should you think otherwise?”

    “I just don’t want to offend you.”

    “It’s okay, you are entitled to your opinion and I don’t have to pay a subscription fee to it, so go ahead.”

    “Are you always like this?”

    “Like what?”

    “Ready to charge?”

    “I’m in marketing, I guess, some things rub off on people, but it’s not just that, I had to confront someone and I am still a bit unsettled, however, let’s take a look at the file. Where will the driver be making his stop?”

    “I’m meeting a few people at Laico.”

    “Okay, we can look through this…”

    Diana dipped her hand into her bag looking for her notebook. When she turned to Matthew, he was holding a bottle of water, directing it at her.

    “What’s that for?”

    “You need it.”

    “No, thanks.”

    “Try it. You need to cool off and I know water is the only thing that does that, well, there may be others, but for the sake of professionalism, I’ll say, drink some water, cool off.”

     

  • Wednesday: No two people are the same

    August 15th, 2018

    The first thing Diana did was walk to Charles and show him the file. He took a look at it and then said “Why are you showing me this?”

    “Look at the file and tell me whether this is the budget I asked you to share with accounts.”

    “I took the right file to them, so if it’s not what you requested, then ask those Math people, they should know what I sent them.”

    “Are you sure?”

    “Yes, and what are you accusing me of Diana? It feels like you came here to fight me. So, what’s the problem?”

    “There is no problem Charles. I wanted to confirm whether you did the right thing and you say you did, so I will ask the accountant to forward me the email you sent and the attachment and maybe we can resolve this misunderstanding. Let me be clear Charles, this is not our money- we are funded by people who expect us to manage their money wisely. If I find that this is another intentional screw-up, I will not be pleased. Think about that.”

    “Are you threatening me? Do you know who I am?”

    “You are Charles. You are neither God nor my purpose in life, so yes, I am making you know that I will not have you mess up my project by slacking off! If you came here to work, work! If you came here to gloat about your connections, then, go and advertise it on facebook! At this point, I don’t care anymore!”

    “This is harassment!”

    “No Charles, this is a confrontation, it means I am done playing the diplomat! Now, I have to get back to Matthew and sort this mess. If you receive a memo from HR, know that I already lodged my complaint, utanibeba ujinga!”


    Diana had to cool off after facing Charles so she made her way to the reception first before taking the stairs to the Accounts department.

    When she got there, Matthew was talking on phone, and he had his back to her.

    “I have to meet the Marketing and PR Lead before we head on out. She’s bossy, I tell you, but there’s nothing much I can do about it. No, nothing like that…it’s just different, working with someone who takes the lead before you ask her to.”

    Diana stood by the door until he finished talking and then turned to see her standing there.

    “Oh, you are here!”

    “Yes, I am, can we go through the budget now?”

    “Shoot! Look at the time…how about we have a look at it on the way to the next meeting? The Company driver can always bring you back.”

    “Okay, let’s go. I need to have this cleared by this evening.”

     

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